tender moments.

These past few days I find you crossing my mind over and over. I go to the spot where you took me on our first date. Who knew that day would change me completely. Late at night when everyone is sleeping and the world is quiet I drive to our "spot" and listen to those special songs and let the tears flow on out. Everyone is telling me that I'm better off without you. I'm not completely sure how true that is because all I want is to see your face one more time. To hear you whisper those gentle words of kindness. Don't get me wrong you're a complete pain in the butt for the majority of the time but I still care about you so much. I guess I'm not really sad but I'm not exactly happy either. I am so glad that I was given the opportunity to be with you for the short time that I was. You have taught me so many things that I don't think anyone else could have taught me. Thank you for making me feel loved and special. I don't think it's possible for me to ever forget you or the things we went through and for that I'm truly grateful. I never saw you coming and I never saw you leaving either. Thank you so much for the memories. Thank you for the tender moments. Thank you for teaching me that it's okay to take a chance. Thank you for always being yourself. At this point in time it's safe to say I miss you more than I thought was ever possible. Anyways, thank you for basically everything. It's time for me to let you go now. It'll take some time but you've helped me realize that I can do difficult things. Take care of yourself. 

          XOXO, KK