becoming a better me.

Tonight I got to talk to probably the only person who understands how I feel. I am so blessed to have such an amazingly strong person in my life right now. She shared a few things with me and it really made soooo much sense. 

She spoke to me about how i tend to sell myself short. I'm a girl, it's only natural. I feel like I need to be honest here, so please whoever reads this be kind. I have the lowest self esteem ever. I am always looking at the great qualities of others and comparing them to my flaws. This was sort of important to the conversation because I recently got out of a weird relationship thing. If I go for guys that are just okay and that I could be comfortable with then that's what I'll get. That's what I have gotten. 

I am such a young girl and have so much going for myself. I realized tonight that I only deserve the best. To truly have only the best I need to remind myself of how amazing I am. I need to not settle for okay because I am a daughter of god who only deserves the worlds greatest. This post probably makes me sound so cocky but this is my blog so if you don't like this... Get off my blog :) 

I guess what I'm trying to say is that if you want the best things out of life you have got to believe with your whole heart that those are the things you deserve. 

I know right now I don't think very well of myself but that is going to change. It won't happen over night but for now I will remind myself everyday that I am of infinite worth and I only deserve the best. I honestly believe that if you remind yourself, out loud, about your goals everyday that they will come true. 

I need to put myself first and that starts today. I think that at such a young age it's healthy to put yourself first. 

Take care of yourself, because you are your own worse critic. Because you deserve all the wonderful things life has to offer and nobody should make you feel differently.