odd feelings.

Like most people, I had a plan for my life. After high school go on a mission and come back and attend college maybe even travel a little. Isn't crazy how life just happens and all of sudden you're left confused? 

These past couple weeks all I can think about is becoming wife and mama. I've never been opposed to the idea of getting married and having a family, it just hasn't ever been like a main focus for me. All I can think about is having a family. Which is super odd considering I'm not even dating anyone and turn in my mission papers in two weeks. 

I'm not even sure what this post is about or why I am still writing it. Oh well :) it's just funny how life has a way of being exactly what it needs to be, when it needs to be it. I guess what I'm saying is I'm warming up to the idea that one day I'll be a wifey and a mama :) haha